That Day...

Date : 26/12/2009
Concept : Garden

Finally,
Secara officialnya kitorg un-couple dalam satu istiadat yg gilang-gemilang. 31 berbalas 9. Merah bertemu Oren.

Aku harap dengan ikatan ni, akan memadamkan segala sengketa yg bersarang di hati. Aku cuma harap yg terbaik. Semoga rasa cinta ini dibalas dengan rasa setia, cinta & sayang yg berkekalan ke akhir usia. Amin..

rasa cam xpercaya...

kemeriahan majlis..

hantaran & pelamn mini

persiapan..

nota kaki....

p/s: terima kasih kepada mak yg bersusah payah menyediakan persiapan untuk majlis aku.
terima kasih untuk abah yg bersungguh-sungguh menjadikan impian aku jadi kenyataan.
terima kasih semua.

Se-Cukup Rasa

Sekarang ni aku rasa macam-macam..

Risau..
Aku mcm rasa baju aku nnt mcm xcantik ajer.. adoiyai!!!
Kek dr Chef Syed pun kena cancel sbb Chef Syed ada hal, xsempat buat.

Jauh hati pun ada..

"Jgn la tepon sgt, abg risau ni"
-Wan

Ceit.. dia pulak yg risau. Di saat2 aku sgt memerlukan sokongan dia ckp jgn tepon sgt. Kompom la aku kecik ati, abg oi!

Lega..
Pelamin dah siap, lapik dulang pun dah siap (hampir la), platform dah siap, gubahan bunga untuk hantaran dah siap.

Gelabah..
Banyak benda aku kena buat untuk perfection-kan lagi majlis aku nnt..

Bersabar ye... Chayok! Chayok!

Mulut Manis ≠ Pemanis Mulut

Xde benda aku nak update kat sini.
Cuma excited dgn design kek untuk hantaran aku nnt.

p/s: terima kasih kepada Chef Syed; make my dream come true

Dah Pergi?

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have work out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop

[Chorus]
I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
But someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

[Chorus]

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the tings we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

[Chorus]

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

p/s: pic from newyorkcitybypaulobarcellosjr

Telepon Berbunyi...

Tepon aku rosak malam minggu hari tu..
Beli henpon baru murah2 punyer..
skrg ni no kengkawan pulak xde..
wuwu..

xtvt b4 un-couple part2

Vanue: Penang,
Date : 14/11/09

Ni lg satu xtvt kitorang..

Sbnarnya, trip ni dirancang (atas nasihat Zana Loqman) untuk memperbaiki hubungan kitorang. terutamanya selepas gaduh besar hari tu.

so.. kami pun shoot la ke Penang (since Penang is the place we decide not to be apart?) P jumpa Bebey & Yan (ting-tong). P makan2 di Restoran Hameedeah. Karan giler. Kambing bakar dia mmg leh dapat award la..

Lepak kat Gurney Plaza, sempat la Wan tangkap sepasang jean Levis' & kemeja Levis'. Kalau ikut keciwi dia mmg kejap2 tu dia nak pakai semua. Tapi aku sempat sorok baju kemeja tu.

"Buat pakai time bertunag nnt, tau!"
-me

Aku pulak, sempat tangkap Canon DSLR D1000. Jadik kami pun berposing2 dengan kamera (bukan berposing menggunakan kamera, tau)

Apapun, aku mmg suka sgt Penang ni. Bayu laut, feri, makanan dia, hospitality dia, memori indah dulu, semuanya mmg dapat mengubat hati aku yg tengah terluka ni..


p/s: buat 'perempuan' Putrajaya tu, i'm going to win this time, losser!!!

xtvt b4 un-couple

"nnt bila dah tunang, xjd la girlfren-boyfren lagi, kan?"
-manja

From statement tu, aku bawakan sedikit preview xtvt aku b4 kitorang un-couple secara official-nya.

p/s: A weekend with Fadhilat Herbs' Family @ Lost World of Tambun, 21 Nov 2009

New Page

Dah advance sekarang.. dapat la belajar sikit dari Ana tntg Html.

Linda + Ana + Jasmn(pencipta layout) = new page

Hari ni lagi best...

Hari ni lagi best...

Beg Baby Phat yg aku order untuk hantaran pun dah sampai..

Petang sikit, p Ace Kurung untuk tempah baju nak pakai bertunang nnt. Rasanya semua perfect sekali.

Kepala pun dah rasa ringan sikit. Maklumlah, hampir 70% persiapan diri aku dah siap. Tukang tangkap gambar dah tempah, cincin dah jumper yg sesuai, baju dah tempah, make up dah booking, pelamin mini dah reka & barang hantran pun dah banyak yg dah beli.

Best sangat.. Rugi ooo sapa yang xamu kawin. buat persiapan pun dah rasa seronok.

Bestnye..

Hari ni best giler.. Pg2 dah dpt duit tambahan dari abah untuk belanja persiapan bertunang nnt. Kemudian tghari dapat satlekan downpaymentb untuk photography pertunangan nnt.

Waktu lunch, pegi ke Giant makan2 singgah tgk kedai emas. Aku mmg dah lama nak ice untuk engagement ring. Tetiba mata terpaku pada sebentuk cincin yg perfect giler. $3k++ tu. Terus call Wan & luckily dia agree nak beli kat aku. Wah wah... syoknya...

Disbbkan Wan xde dgn aku time tu (fyi; Wan skrg di Northern State) aku kena deposit dulu untuk booking that ring. Nnt dalam sehari dua lagi, Wan akan kc duit so..leh la aku ambik cincin tu.

Bestnya...

Ptg ni nak p booking make up pulak. Kemudian nak cari kain untuk buat baju masa majlis tu nnt. Harap2 semuanya akan berjalan lancar. Amin....

Kelakar Betul..

Aku penah jadi macam ni...

"Ibu-ibu bapak-bapak
Siapa yang punya anak
Bilang aku aku yang tengah malu
Sama teman-temanku
Karna cuma diriku yang tak laku-laku"

- wali band

Syukur semuanya dah hampir berakhir, insyaallah.

Have U Heard The News 2day?

Terkezut..
Rasanya Tuhan cuba beri peringatan pada aku. Bahawa hidup ini singkat. Walau apa pun yang dirancang, kuasa menentukan adalah milik-Nya.

Terharu..
Bila ada rakan-rakan yg berduka cita atas berita itu. juga yg tidak putus-putus menaburkan doa buatku.

Bersyukur..
Tuhan memberiku satu lagi peluang, untuk aku mengisi hidupku dengan lebih bermakna.

Salam takziah kepada keluarga sahabat bapa yang telah kehilangan anak mereka siang tadi. Maaf kepada semua kawan-kawan yang telah menerima maklumat tidak benar tentang kehilangan itu. & aku masih disini, bernafas di bumi Tuhan, alhamdullilah..

Russian Roulette

"i'm doing this for myself"
-me

Uh, Uh
Take a breath
Take a deep
Calm yourself

He says to me
If you play
You play for keeps
Take the gun
And count to three

I'm sweating now
Moving slow
No time to think
My turn to go



[Chorus]

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it trought my chest
that i'm terrified but i'm not leaving
I know that I must past this test
So just pull the trigger


Say a prayer
To yourself, he says
Close your eyes - sometimes it helps
And then I get
A scary thought

That he is here
Means hes never lost



[chorus]

You can see my heart beating
No you can see it trought my chest
That i'm terrified but i'm not leaving
Know that I must past this test
So just pull the trigger...

as my life flashes before my eyes
I'm wondering will i
ever see another sunrise
So many won't get the chance to say goodbye
But it's too late to think of the value of my life



[Chorus] x2

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it trought my chest
That i'm terrified but i'm not leaving (oh)
Know that I must past this test
you can see my heart beating
You can see it trought my chest
That i'm terrified but i'm not leaving
Know that I must past this test
So just pull the trigger....(boom)

Russian roulette (Russian: Русская рулетка, Russkaya ruletka)

is a potentially lethal game of chance in which participants place a single round in a revolver, spin the cylinder, place the muzzle against their head and pull the trigger. "Russian" refers to the supposed country of origin of the game and roulette to the element of risk-taking and the spinning of the revolver's cylinder being reminiscent of spinning a roulette wheel.

The form of the game can be as varied as the participants or their motives (displays of bravado, boredom, suicide, etc.), but typically a single round is placed in a six-shot revolver resulting in a 1/6 (or approximately 16.67%) chance of the revolver discharging the round. Regardless of any player's position in the shooting sequence, his initial odds are the same as for all other players. The revolver's cylinder can either be spun again to reset the game conditions, or the trigger can be pulled again. Using revolvers with fewer chambers or increasing the number of rounds are variations that increase the risk of being killed in any given round of play.

Sole Prorietor

He's my sole proprietor.
Own by me, full autonomy decisions made by me.

Brand New

Ahad lepas...

Dah berkurun lamanya aku dok 'perap' bapak aku nak beli kamera SLR (apa-apa jenis pun xper) memandangkan hobi baru aku iaitu mengedit gambor.

Sampaikan logo pejabat aku pun aku edit. mmg parah (psst: aku xsuka apa2 benda yg ada bunyi *arah, xkisah la mula huruf p ke m ke, f yg paling aku xsuka sekali) melampau la hobi aku ni. huwahaha..

Tapi ahad lepas aku berjaya jugak beli kamera CANON 1000D.

Rupa-rupanya guna kamera ni lebih susah dari yg aku sangka. ;( . Nak buat macamana terpaksa la aku belajar.

"satu ilmu, satu hari"
-Ana

Ada Berani?

Sebenarnya..
Blogging makes me nervous. Bukan sebab ini 1st time aku blogging, tapi blogging sejak akhir-akhir ni mengingatkan aku kepada seseorang. Seseorang yg sesedap kicapnya telah meng- attact aku dalam blognya. Aku pun jadi fobia. Nak baca blog sesiapa pun aku fobia. Tetiba, aku tau aku mesti overcome blog-fobia aku ni, by and only by; being blogger myself.

Well, menulis perenggan pertama ni pun aku dah rasa berjaya mengatasi masalah fobia & trauma aku ni. wow.. perkembangan yg baik. Slow-slow ok..

Ada berani?